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An Original (Poem) " No Mom You Don't Know About The Demons In My Head"

Hey Friends, I do not know how I feel about sharing this poem, but I use to write poems all the time when I was younger and I guess two days ago all these words flowed out of me. Also, TW because I am very vulnerable in this poem. I'm hoping this poem expresses what a lot of young teens and adults going through mental illness may be feeling when it comes to being understood. At least these are my feelings..

No mom you don't know about the demons in my head
you are clueless about the voices that whisper to me that I would be better off dead
you think you have it all figured out
Why I would rather lay in bed all day than help out around the house
laziness, selfishness is what you call it.
No mom you don't know about the demons in my head
you are clueless about the voices that whisper to me that I would be better off dead
closing my eyes is an escape, its how I can get away from them
But when a new day starts the voices come back whispering "here we go again"
No mo…

Rape Culture In Our Government

Donald Trump (R), the 45th President of the United States, was accused of sexual assault by 13 women during the 2016 election and he denied the allegations.[156] The allegations arose after The Washington Post released a 2005 video of Trump, recorded on a hot microphone by Access Hollywood, in which he brags about groping women.[157] In the video, Trump said, "I’ll admit it. I did try and fuck her. She was married. ... You know I’m automatically attracted to beautiful — I just start kissing them. It’s like a magnet. I just kiss. I don’t even wait. And when you’re a star, they let you do it. You can do anything. Grab them by the pussy. You can do anything."[158] The tape was released two days before a televised debate against Democratic opponent Hillary Clinton, at which he dismissed the video as "locker room talk
    - Wikipedia ( List of Federal Political Sex Scandals In the United States)

Ever since this whole scandal occurred during the 2016 elections, the #Metoo camp…


Hi Friends!

It's been awhile, well it's only been two days since my last post (lol) but other than that it has been a while since I have really updated you all on myself and my life. If you had any finals I hope it all went well (:  As you already know it is my senior year, I just finished my first semester of my senior year; classes, my internship and work were all priorities for me.


 I just completed finals and I can officially say that I am free for the rest of the year to continue blogging and writing leisurely again. Thank God, because I have really missed it and I can actually feel the difference in myself when I am not blogging or actively being involved in the blogging community. Just two days ago I wrote a post that was rather a "split second/ in the moment" type of post called Dear Keaton Jones... And Every Other Kid Who Is Bullied  and some of you started sharing some of your experiences with me on twitter which reminded m…

Dear Keaton Jones... And Every Other Young Kid Being Bullied

You asked in your video,  "Just out of curiosity, why do they bully?" "What's the point of it? Why do you find joy in taking innocent people and finding a way to be mean to them? It's not OK."

And you are right, it is not okay.

I do not know all the answers to life's most difficult questions, ill tell you this, these questions you ask are definitely difficult. It makes me wish that I had a superpower of controlling people's mind and behavior. If I had that type of power I would make sure everyone in the world were just nice to each other with no expectations or conditions. Unfortunately, that is not how life works, and unfortunately I do not have that superpower. I am sorry. I am sorry that this is the reality that we live in.

Popularity. Superiority. These things are so important to people your age and even as we get older there is this universal fear of not being liked or the fear of not being the center of attention. When someone notices somethi…