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Failing Over & Over. Is There Hope?

I'm inside my car as it is parked in the parking lot of my church. I told my sister and brother to go ahead while I stay behind . I decided to stay in the car to write this...

Whatever it is that I am writing, not really sure yet.. But let's see where this takes me yeah? 

My Prayer Last night: 
" Dear God,  I'm a continued mess & failure. I haven't achieved anything, I'm flunking every class. I'm literally just taking up space at home and I have no idea what my purpose is. I'm going to sleep, Please. Do. Not. Wake. Me. Up." 
Not the most happiest prayer... 
So what do you do when you feel like a continued failure? When it is coming to the point where your parents are saying...
"You are disgracing the family"  "I'm really disappointed in you"  "What kind of person are you"  " You are just taken up space"  " Why don't you have common sense?"  "You haven't achieved anything" 
I d…